Adventures in Butt Slapping/Dissociation

Lor:

So, today started off normal. I went to school, worked on stuff for my preschoolers, then went to other classes, then Al picked me up. He brought me food! :] I love when he does that.

Well, we talked about someone I used to like, and I felt really bad. Most of me wished I had never liked the other guy, so nothing would be wrong. I felt so stupid. I started dissociating. It's what happens when I can't handle strong emotions. I hate it. I just space out and really do anything except try to hurt myself in some way to get out of it.

Well, Al has a different way to get me out of it, which I don't mind at all. He rolled me over on my stomach, pulled my pants down, and spanked me with a belt. Man it hurt, but man, did it wake me up and turn me on soooo much, lol. xD He did it several times until I was actually, completely back to normal, and I love him for that. He cares about me so much. He's so amazing.

I then went to work, boring, and now I'm sitting here skyping with him! :]



Al:

So today, I woke up at the sound of my wonderful loud vibrating cellular device. It was Lor, tellinf me to wake up. Or more so of a 'don't you have class?' and me answering, 'yes now hang up so I can get ready.' Yeah. I was pissed. Decided to just skip the whole class because the teacher's a Nazi when it comes to kids being late.

I went to school. Went to the lab. Wasted some time on the computers. went to my second class. Then picked Lor up and went to her house. some days I'm not in the mood to spank her. Today was one of them. I was pretty down from the night before because I saw all her old diary entries on a website about this guy she used to like, who I despise. So I didn't want to hit her,

Well, that changed. She starte feeling bad and unresponsive, which I hate. That's when I got a belt. Objects ceem to be more responsive for her. I turned her around, pulled down her pants, and went to town on her behind until it was reder than Ruddia. Yeah, I just said that. She cheered up an I hugged her and didn't want to let her go. It ruins me when she gets like that... but it was worth seeing her better. And I do enjoy hitting her like that. Mainly because she likes it so much. I love her a lot for it. Not just because of that, but because she's so amazing too.

Punishment/Anger Relief

So, my boyfriend and I deal with things that involve spanking. He's the one who spanks, I'm the one who receives. Last night I can admit I was being a little mean and rude, and just acting a way I shouldn't have, so he was angry and when we were alone I got a spanking. Sometimes when he stops, I say 'is all your anger out?' and if it's not, I want him to continue. I don't want him punching things and doing stupid things to himself.

Sometimes he keeps going, sometimes he doesn't. When he keeps going, I keep my mouth shut and endure it because I know he needs to get anger out an this is one way I'll let him do so. I feel like I deserve it in a lot of ways.

There have been times where he wasn't sure and asked me if I was sure. I always say yes, but sometimes he can't do it and just hugs me, which I like a lot.